just say goodbye.

Twenty-two hours earlier, I was still standing on the land i've been for fourteen years. And, unimaginably, I never thought i'd leave by just a snap of a finger ; without saying proper goodbye to other friends. But one thing i'm thankful for is for my friends i've spent time with for the past few weeks, months or days. and that, however, includes, Dolly Ahmad, Nadhrah Tejudin, Muizzah Mahari, Naffijah Joini and etcetera.

Firstly, I'd like to thank Muizzah and Naffijah for sending me at the airport. I know I sound like i've been awarded something, but what the hell, who cares. so anyway, I miss them both. like really. and ofcourse, Nadhrah too.

When I went inside the airplane, I told myself, "i'd come back here, this is where I grew up, this is where I spent my fourteen years. Brunei is still my home." but i wouldn't know when will I ever return. I question myself, will I ever able to see my friends grow up? get married? settle down? with families perhaps? I WISH.

As the plane took off, I looked out the window and said my last goodbye to Brunei and I saw the amazing view and I, funnily think, Brunei isn't as boring as it seems. Well, whateer. I just wish I could stay a little while longer.

A month from now, i'd have a new home, new school, lets just simply say, new life.